Run away...

我真的累了。。。

真的无法再顶下去了。。。

好想好想逃离这里。。。

好一直一直睡一直一直睡。。。

真的想像个懦夫那样。。。

躲躲藏藏。。。

人说时间可以改变一切。。。

真的吗？

两年前的我和现在的我。。。

有不同吗？

两年前的我和现在的我还是那样的无能。。。

时间能解决一切。。。。

睡了一觉。。。

起来。。。

事情还是一样。。。

问题一样存在。。。

可能你们会觉的我emo。。。

我一看透了这一切。。。

不公平的事发生。。。

你有可以怎样。。。

即使是发生在你身上。。。

你也不能怎样。。。

以前以为累了。。。

睡一下就没事了。。。

原来怎样睡都是没有用的。。。

可能我是真的累了。。。病了。。。

或许一开始都是错的。。。

after one year that i left home to study in kl....

i start to fell that it was a wrong decision to choose kl...

everything seen wrong for me...

everything was difficult for me...

everything seen like a problem for me...

1st i gt problem wif my room mate...

mayb is my personal problem...

i try to get well wif him...

try to tolerant wif him...

yet a problem still a problem...

which make me hate to stay in my room...

as the result the room is only for me to keep my thing n sleep at nite...

i spend most of the time in library n other ppl room...

the room juz dun like my house bac in kk...

where i wan to get bac as soon as possible after class finish....

i face my 1st business failure recently...

we form partnership to open a chinese herbal tea in uni...

it only lass about 2 week be4 v close it down...

i was a major failure for me as a management student...

where by small shop i also cant manage...

i guess i juz capable of nothing...

and another problem for me...

human relation...

i not the kind of ppl who like to lap ur shop til bersih bersih...

i m always the bad guy when thing happen...

i guess i hav the bad guy face...

when cum to group work...

wherever there is thing tat they dun wan to do...

they will simply push it to me...

i jus like i m very easy to bully...

if i voice out also useless...

cuz ppl juz never listen to me...

as everything cum wif relation...

no matter how rite u r...

how logic u were...

at the end u still loss...

i juz cant be so fake like them...

be4 i cum here...

i think i can handle everything...

but in reality i juz a useless person...

which everything is out of my control...

every time when i feel tired and sick of all this thing....

i would tell myself take a rest...

go sleep everything will be fine after this...

but yet when i wake up problem still occur...

i remember be4 i quit my job...

my ex-boss tell me that...

u hav to fit in to other ppl...

not other ppl go to fit in wif u...

i hav try...

yet this is juz nt the place for me...

every time when i down...

i browser through my phonebook...

to see who can i talk wif...

i found nobody...

although i hav my dad n mum...

i juz dun wan them to worried bout me...

bcuz it juz a small matter...

it was a wrong move for me...

mayb i should stay at kk...

where it was a place that i familiar wif...

i juz dun like the felling of getting help from other ppl...

bcuz u need to see their face colour...

bac in kk i dun need to depend on other ppl...

if u dun wan help me....

nvm i still hav my dad at my back...

in here i m on my own...

i guess i m useless...

and capable of nothing...

this place is juz aim rite for me...