或许一开始都是错的。。。

after one year that i left home to study in kl....

i start to fell that it was a wrong decision to choose kl...

everything seen wrong for me...

everything was difficult for me...

everything seen like a problem for me...

1st i gt problem wif my room mate...

mayb is my personal problem...

i try to get well wif him...

try to tolerant wif him...

yet a problem still a problem...

which make me hate to stay in my room...

as the result the room is only for me to keep my thing n sleep at nite...

i spend most of the time in library n other ppl room...

the room juz dun like my house bac in kk...

where i wan to get bac as soon as possible after class finish....

i face my 1st business failure recently...

we form partnership to open a chinese herbal tea in uni...

it only lass about 2 week be4 v close it down...

i was a major failure for me as a management student...

where by small shop i also cant manage...

i guess i juz capable of nothing...

and another problem for me...

human relation...

i not the kind of ppl who like to lap ur shop til bersih bersih...

i m always the bad guy when thing happen...

i guess i hav the bad guy face...

when cum to group work...

wherever there is thing tat they dun wan to do...

they will simply push it to me...

i jus like i m very easy to bully...

if i voice out also useless...

cuz ppl juz never listen to me...

as everything cum wif relation...

no matter how rite u r...

how logic u were...

at the end u still loss...

i juz cant be so fake like them...

be4 i cum here...

i think i can handle everything...

but in reality i juz a useless person...

which everything is out of my control...

every time when i feel tired and sick of all this thing....

i would tell myself take a rest...

go sleep everything will be fine after this...

but yet when i wake up problem still occur...

i remember be4 i quit my job...

my ex-boss tell me that...

u hav to fit in to other ppl...

not other ppl go to fit in wif u...

i hav try...

yet this is juz nt the place for me...

every time when i down...

i browser through my phonebook...

to see who can i talk wif...

i found nobody...

although i hav my dad n mum...

i juz dun wan them to worried bout me...

bcuz it juz a small matter...

it was a wrong move for me...

mayb i should stay at kk...

where it was a place that i familiar wif...

i juz dun like the felling of getting help from other ppl...

bcuz u need to see their face colour...

bac in kk i dun need to depend on other ppl...

if u dun wan help me....

nvm i still hav my dad at my back...

in here i m on my own...

i guess i m useless...

and capable of nothing...

this place is juz aim rite for me...